5hb july 09...

my ONLY oNE

ni la ank sedara nyer yg MANJA..huhu...bila eesya dan umi bkepit..haih

ha....nila yg hri plg dtggu2 oleh aku...y??sbb rni ku dgn braninyer akn pg ke rumah mastur mrgkp rumah mk dan fmly die...hum....mcm aku pnh jnji ngn die dlu....akhrnye ade jgk rzki untuk pg ke rumah die....

actly aku biase jgk jln area2 byan bru tue...mk ck aku pon dok sne....so alg2 mnyeluk pekasam biarla smpi ke pgkl lgn kn..huhu....sbtu,4hb...ade knduri kt umh mk cik aku smpena die pndh umah bru..hum...mai gk yg dtg....kak rmlh(kwn mk ck mrgkp kakak aku..hehe) pon dtg gk...bby die pon dh bear..wah....aku dg agp die cm kak aku sndri coz dlu kck2 mk cik slalu gk dtg uma aku n bwk kwn2 die..(one of her friend la die nie)..so ktorg pon rpt n xlost contact smpi skg..hum...sgalanya bjln lncr...letih jgk hndle knduri nie...huhu.....

so, the next day..aku pon g la umah mastura...kt area byn bru...dkt je ngn giant..huhu...smpi gk umh die...wah..kgum aku....really well arrangged..huhu....ape lg...after that trus mak n kak die interview aku...mcm2la....huhu...bley dkatakn aku dgn tng mnjwb..hehe......bsela...nk tkot apenyer....huhu...mak die pon cool...huhu...sng dibuatnyer...syg ibu(pggln mastura pd emaknye ialah ibu)...hehe...
then aku pon beradab la mknn yg dh tsedia di dpn mata...huhu..sgn jgk...tp mngenangkn kg mmbzr je if aku xmjmhnyer..hehe(alasan nk mkn)....

after borak2...hving chat..lyn ank sedara die,eesya yg comel...n pusing rumah die...ha..btw...smbg2 ng ayh die..huhu...he ask me to look after his daughter..insyaallah p.cik,mcik.....i will...yg plg tharu bile yh die kte..'pcik aggp km nie mcm ank pcik sndri sbb pcik kurg ank lelaki'..wah...tharu2...huhu....akan ku jg mu sbaik mgkin SYG..slgi jsd dkndung bdn.......then dlm pkul 2 lbey cmtue..aku pon bragktla pulang ke byn lepas,rumah mkcik ku...........tp b4 dat sggah giant dlu...hehe.....

first date...

kmi pun dh get together la...then ade stu hri tue b4 bsday afiq..eju ajak aku kuar coz nk blikan balaknyer hdiah bsday..die pun ajak mas n aini(my kos mate) skali..

kmi g jj...smpi jek..dorg trus invisible..so aku jln la ngn my only one nie...aku pon bli kt die cncin..hehe..mule2 die tolak..tp.las2 die trime gk..well..tgk r sape pujuk..hehe...pastu ktorg pon g mcd..lpak ci2 jp tgu aini...pekena mcflurry dlu..hehe....agk2 8lbey cm2..ktorg on blik kmpus blik..haa...tk dirancang pon sbnrnyer...tp..kire first date la kn syg..hehe..thnx syg.....


cincin untukkmu syg....love u....

tarikh penting dlm kamus hidup ini.....

Comelnyer main gamelan......

bunga nie hdiah untuk mu syg...

3hb mei 2009....actually hri yg biase jek....yela kn......tp..bg aku inila hri yg antra plg best dlm hdup ku ini...nak tau npe???hahahah....3hb mei....antra besday insan yg plg pntg dlm hdupku.....(wlpn kmi xdepape)....mastura la beb...time tue....aku mmg rncg nk wt surprise kt die...tp...xtau jd ke x...kbtln lm 2 aku g tgah2 cnselor hall...surf itnt ngn irfn(cosmate aku)..then dkt2 kul 12,aku g v1..nk wish bsday la knon2...bsme hdiah ptama buat die....die pon kol aku ag awl..kte..lpar..jomla g mkn..aku pon ok..aku dh de kt v1.....sje pure2 n bpakat ngn mbe2 die(arash nad n anis) supya xgtau die n xjd org yg first wish..huh..mane aci..xpela...ksian lak...huhu..die pun di'surprise' oleh teman2nyer itu....then ktorg pon g mkn kt v5..aku pn bg hdiah kt die....die tharu beb...(bunga lg 2...kaler pink).....hehe

the next day..wah..nila yg plg best...die kte aku..kte xjd g ptong kek..(besday die,mak die ntr)...sbb die gdo ngn mbe die(anis..sori ye)....hehe......then die ngdu r kt aku....huhu..ngs2 sume..aku ni wt r kool ckit kn...nk mnngkn prasaan die..huhu..bsela..kne r tlg mbe rpt..tp..las2...die mgku smtng..die ngku yg die sbnrnya suke n love me?wah...mcm nk thmpas je hp wktu tue.........khai..bia btol?????tp sjak ble lg neh??huhu..aku pn..stlh skian lme xckp psl nie...mgku yg aku mmg sygkn dier........n xpnh bet ngn sape2 untuk dptkn die..(die pnh ckp cm2 kt aku)....so..that nite.....hari yg plg bhgia dlm hdup au coz ktorg oficial r jd psgn..huhu..thnx syg coz accepting me.............(pglmn yg xmgkn dilupakan)..abg syg awk sgt2............syg awk sgt.......


thnx syg for showing me how peaceful and beauty the LOVe is.....

betol kte org....stap kjadian ade hkmhnyer...bmula dr kes pkai suar pendek dan soalan 'ni la khai?'....kmi akhrnyer get together la.huhu...thnx syg.......smoga segalanya ini bkkln untuk selamanya............

aku mule rapat

aku ingin engkau slalu...hdir dan tmani aku....kau tcipta untukku....

aku dh xmsj or contact die...tp...mkin krp plak aku jmpe die..kt klas...cfe usm..kopetro..haih...aku xnk la mgngu lg hdup die....stlh agk dingin..aku pn cm rpt gk r ngn die....xtau r cne leh rpt...tp...bile dh rapat.. ade skali tue....satu pgaduhan yg agk besar tmbul.........die tbe2 je srg aku(msg la)..kte aku mainkn prasaan pmpuan?2org pmuan aku tckle??wah..hbt r ko khai..cayala lu...aku bgang gler r..xpasl2 aku cm mrh2 kt die...tbe2 attack..haih..nk kne nie....ape r..slidik r dlu....then aku pk..klaula btol pon aku wt,apesal die nk mrh??die kte sbb die kwn aku??ek??hmmm...mas2..ble tgk mke die...mcm bnci pun ade...tp prasaan aku still xhg pon..tp...then...kmi pn da ok..die stat msj dlu...mntk maaf..aku pn xske gdo2..tmbh2 ngn pmpuan...haih..its not me.... ...let the past be the past...


aku mule rapat ngn die..wah2..bestneyr..ade skali tue aku bg die cadbury hazelnut(mggunakn eju sbg org tgh)..die leh tnye 'npe tbe2'?huhu..aku ckpla xsmpt blje coklat wktu cadbury dtg utp(pdhal alasan je nk tckle die)..aku igt g..die slalu ngadu kt aku....hmm...tp prasaan cmburu dn jelez aku pd farid xdpt nk dhlg...siyez aku jelez..asyk aku tgk kdg2 die rapt ngn farid(taula kos mate)....cte pasl farid..kdg2 bile de frid,de mas..haih..xpela mas..aku cme mmpu mndgr nyer je...........as long as aku rpt ngn die.....dh ckup...
time 2..dh xgne aku ko..owang dy?hehe...sweet la pk..haih khai..jn nk feeling2..kwn is kwn....jgnla dok ugkit sal dlu2.....bia ia blalu...jodoh??hnya di tgn Tuhan....aku pun..mkin rapat...dan rapat.....jp3!haa..tlupe prstiwa pntg...eju..thnx ya 4 yor help n ssupports...eju nie,kos mate aku...ade wktu klas kmia kt poket d(biasela lecturer rjn wt extra class)..eju ttbe tnye...'ko ngn mas cne khai'.aku pun tkejut r...dh r jrg tgur eju...rupenyer,she noe everything bout me n mas.wah..hbt ko eju....yg plg xleh lupe..die ciap bg support..'come on khai'..'u still hve chnce..''never gve up maa'..'die jez agp farid as bestfwen je'..'farid??wah..adakah ini ptnda bru dlm hdupku?hehe..snok nyer ble tau...hum...start tue,aku pon kmceng gk ngn eju..hehe....stiap kjadian..ade hkmhnyer kn.....

ade skali wktu kt kem...aku tharu..die punye nk sve btry..smata2 nk msj aku..wah3..khai2...hum..dlm htiku..aku dok hrap....satu hri pintu htimu akn tbuka mastura..nmun...bygn farid msh ade antara aku dn dier...hummm...


lpas 2 plak...turn kau g kem..shari b4 aku g kem....die cm cday..die kte...'esok dy g kem'..hum..aku pun cday gk..klau bley xnk bjauhn ngn die....wlaupun aku ngn die jez tman tp mesra..tp aku btol3 bhgia........hum.....ade skali..time t kem..die kol..die kte...klau jd pape,jg dr k?aku pn plik..npe minah nie..haih...ckp bukan2...buang tbiat tol..n then ayt yg aku xleh lupe..'u wil owez be my fren'..hum..aku cm nk ngs pas ltk fon....dlm kemah..aku diam...lyn perasaan..(jwg gk aku nie).....
hum...xpela...klau die bukan jodohku..bukan untukku....aku hnya mmpu untuk mndoakan kbhgiaannnyer dgn org tsyg.................sedih....tp.life must go on khai...tp....npe kau mcm mmberi ku hrpn mas??aku trus dibuai psoalan........




lagu nie...aku pnh dedicate untuk dier....You are impossible to find syg........

cuti mid semester 2009

mastura..thnx 4 everything syg..


hmmm...........dh dkt cti mid sem.....yeye..akhirnye..aku dpt..cuti pnjg prtama..after msuk utp...hehe...(2mggu je pun)...aku ni plik..umh dkt..tp nk blik lmbt..haih..org lain bnyk lik jmat..aku?nk lik sabtu..huhu..mlm tue...aku dok msg ngn dier...bsela...dok rapat2 kn(as fwen je k)....sbg teman..mlm 2..aku lpak blik feet(kwn aku mrgkp ex school mate)..kmi g main ps2 dlu..wah..bgus2....lpas tnsion asyk klh je main fifa09 ngn die..aku pn kol r die..best glr..dge suare mnja die..wah3..best3....die pon xblik lg..ade progrm..ibc kowt....dgn farid..die blik lmbt ckit..haih..cyn kau mas....xpe..aku kn ade..tman dlm msj jela...kmi pun borak2..wah..xsdaq smpi bpe pg dh...huhu....best2...then aku pun ttdo.............................

hum..time tue aku kt umah mk su aku.....agk2 dlm brapa ari lpas tue...die kte die xde kdt...n hri tu gk r..die blik dr utp..ke umhnye di penang.....hummm..die xblik sorg..tp farid yg temankan...farid.......dh lme aku dga nme die...satu tutor ngn aku..tutor bi..then aku kol die..die kte nk g mkn..ngn frid??ah...npe la..aku jelez sgt neh.....pdehal aku ngn die xde pape..die bkn hak aku...haih...tp aku prasan..ble aku kol..die cpt je nk ltk..nk elak la 2..mas2...ape slh aku??slh ke aku pd kau?humm...aku dh mule mgagak....yup..die rapt ngn farid....rapat?sbg?tahla..kwn kot...kwn baik..best fren...hnya Tuhan g tahu perasaan die.......hummm..cday gk...tp xpela....farid ke 'that guy'??sbrla khai..........


then...stlh bpe lme die xbls msj aku(ktenyer xde kdt)..die pun hntr msj...tp kli ni lain mcm...haih?npe?msj die xmcm biase...die kte die akn gnti duit topup..hah?ble plak aku topup nie kt dy?mane de mas...n then die xg aku msj or in other words contact die ...npe??sbbb..die kte..ble aku contact..prasaan aku wont ilang..yke??mas..slh ke kite kwn??n..'i love that guy'.plz pespect my dcsion...hummmm.......aku sba slh....htiku remuk gler.....ape aku dh wat nie???aduh...hummm...pyhnyer....sapela that guy...jelez!!then aku degil..aku msj lg....boley kte everyday aku msj....4 sure die xbalas....hum..kerasnyer htimu mastura...tp 1 hri tue...die msj..kte ibu die nk ckp ngn aku??aku pon xkisah..trus kol ibu die..after i get her fon number...mcm2 aku smbg....kne tarbiyah jgkla ngn ibu die...tp aku ske cara ibu die explain..slow...steady..lmbut..wah...hum...mcm2 soalan yg ditanyer...bnyk nsht yg aku dpt..dan yg plg pntg..aku sedar...btol kte ibu mastura...'JODoh DI tanGAN TUHAN kHAi..'...'xsemua yg kite nk akn dpt'..'prasaan nie xdpt dpaksa'.'lgpn khai bru knl die'n lau mastura xnk khai msj dier,xyhla msj'......kta2 bu die msh tngiang2..igt tue...time tue....sedih gler..aku sygkn mastura..mak cik..khai mmg btol2 sygkn die......aku ckp kt mk die yg aku sgup tggu die....bpe lme on hum...npe ape yg kte nk xslalu dpt??xpela khai...respectla kptsn die....mcm mak die ckp.....kalau bley xpyhla asyk msj die..die xslesa....hum...aku fhm..aku mgrti..thnx mak cik..thnx sbb sdarkan khai dr lamunan.......................xpelah.......pjlnnku msh jauh.............

kau dan aku....

my one n only mastura....smoga bkkln ek syg......i mish u?


setelah kmi berkwn scra biase....stlah die mule xsuke pd ku(aku je yg pk cm2)..aku pn wt bese jela...tp kdg2 tue msg jgk...kwn biase la... die nie....cring gler...ble aku dmam...mmg aku dpt rse lynn mesra die....tp aku tau she is not more than a friend...die kte lynn die pd kwn2 mmg cm2..hum..tp hrpn pd die xptus2...pas2...aku pn xigt trikh sbenarnye...tp time tue..ktorg dok msj jgk..n then sddnly...die tnye....'why u like me??'aku pn tkejut..time tue..aku kt cfe usm....sdg break smntara mnggu kelas strusnya......nk lyn roti cnai jp..huhu...aku mmg tkejut mndgr soaln die tue....aku pn ckpla...mcm2 aku tulis..(dlm msg nie)...aku sdar first time aku jmpe die..aku dh dpt rse lain...perasaan yg hnya allah yg tahu..haih..khai2...die comel(bukan sbb utama ok???tlgla..)..baik...caring...n aku sng ngn die...selesa...sbg teman...tp mesra??hum..xtawla...tp die xpcye2 gk..yela..igt sng2 pmpuan nk pcye ek???aku fhm...yg aku tkejut.."meet my mom first"..die ckP??wah...aku pn xcted nk jmpe mk die...xpnh ade gurl yg brani ckp cm2...hummmmm...aku xkisah..ko ni khai ..xtakut ke??mak die beb..prasaan aku asyk bmonolog...btol gk..tp aku kte kt die..aku sgup wt ape je........dmi nk buktikan yg aku btol2 serius ngn perasaan aku pd die....tp...aku tau xsemua yg kte nk akn dpt......then,die stop msg..nk g lab kmia....aku trus pk psl nie...soalan die td seolh2 mberi satu hrpn...mas....kalaula kau bg satu peluang utukku.......aku xkn sia2kan...aku pnh ckp kt zizi..'weh..mas tu ok x??'..die pun plik aku tnye gi2..aku pn kte..'aku nk tckle die r..siyez beb!!!'hum...tp aku tau die cme lyn aku sbg sorg kwn..xlbih dri tue...........come on khai....slow2..give her time...or..die dh de yg lain???xpnh plak die gtau....cme die kte still single...cume..bru aku trigt!!b4 g lab kmia..die de ckp...die xnk aku cnfident n ltk hrpn tggi..y?sbb...'i love dat guy??'whos that guy??'..die xmgkn akn gtau aku........haih....die dh de hti kt org lain??hum..agk patah HTIKU...patah tumbuh hlg mcm xleh gnti jek...tp...blom cube blom tau khai..mane tau..jodoh ko ngn die???wallahualam................aku trus diulit prtanyaan.........scra tiba2...seorang yg bnama mastura merubah hidupku........aku mkin sgt nk g lecture awl..(sbb kdg2 klas kmi btmbung)..khai2.....

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....

yg...abg syg awk sgt2.......



12hb3 2009....lpas dpt result spm....hmmm...hepi gler..tcapai impian aku....then...ptg tue....ade msg msuk......'adik, cne result?'haha...mas2...lwak r...sblm tue..aku msj shri b4 blik umah,after fizik test 1..huhu..tlupe la nk tnyer die..huhu..aku pun ckp ok la...10a1..die pn gtau rsult die..die kte xla ok sgt..pdhal ok la...haih....kalu korg nk tau..b4 neh..jrg r jgk aku msj die...sbb..ntah..tkut kcau die plak..tp smkin slalu plak aku nmpk muke die..then aku hntr msj n wt kptsn nekad dlm hdup aku..tau ape??hahahahahah...time tue aku pn xtau..aku taip..n trus send msj tue..tnpa edit2......pk2...n delivered...nk tau??aku ckp...'aku dh mule ske r kt ko"...die pnye r plik n trus nk chow..ktenyer nk g mkn.....hummm..khai...pe la ko wt tue??rlexla beb..awl gler kowt...haih..tgk...aku pn rse die dh cm xske n xslesa ngn aku......aduh..tgk..dh de mmbe..wt cm2....kg hlg mmbe sorgg..ko ni khai!!!!pk dlu sblm wt..tljak prahu leh undur..tlajak kta???haih...jd cm skg.....

esok pg aku gtau lg pasl tue...n aku dh mle prsan...die mmg nk elak dr hal nie...n aku nie pun1 hal..bler die mj..asyk pk pasl perasaan aku kt die..lpak r beb...aih...mas...sori.....aku xleh nk smpn hal nie...aduhai......then..aku mntk mf kt die n jnji xkn ulg n ugkit pasl nie ag..coz die kte die tkut xleh agp aku as fren..hum..khai2...npela ko pg wt kptsn mlulu nie ey.......aduhai........tp...itu sume dtg dr hati yg eklas ape........aku xpnh plak nk mainkn die...humm..tp its too too early la....clap bnyk r.....hummmmmm..dhla khai...jez 4get bout your feelings.....fokus kt stdy dhla....